I WANNA FEEL

I wanna feel the day and the sun,
I wanna feel the night and the moon,
i wanna feel....my life.

i am yet to see the day,
which the world spends without fray.
I am like a man who would wait for warmth
where there's no sun.
and the wind doesn't let anything to glow.

maybe it's notthe wind,
but a feeling from behind,
behind from the past....behind from the legend..
that nothing should change....
and that there's always an anamoly that exists..
which balances every force that resists..

why should anything change?
they say it's not about a day or night, but a gradual change.
i guess i wanna feel that change...
i wanna see that change.

i wanna feel the touch of a soul,
whop would explain about what's happening around,
i wanna feel the air which blows on me with gentle care,
i wanna feel the voices that glance at mje.
i wanna feel someone who's crying to break free...
i wanna feel me.....me....me.....

Is it joy or fantasy?

i am in a different world now...
i am in a strange land now...
it feels like a fantasy land...
it feels like a amazing land...

Life is so beautiful...
life is so colourful...
yet, there's something missing!

i donno know if it's my brain or heart hissing...
but i know...i am lost now...
yeah...yeah i am lost now...
always looking at something
that would reflect at my identity...

i see my reflection in the mirror...
and laught at myself...
who's this? who have i become?

i didn't want to be like this,
i didn't want to be someone that i am not...

yet something has changed now....
no...everything has changed...and is changing...

i am lost....i am lost.
i am lost to find the meaning,
i am lost to find the strange feeling,
i am lost to find the strange land i had been dreaming,

yet it feels so good....good to look at god's creation...
and smile at his beautiful creation...
i don't wanna miss this....i don't wanna go away....

(if u r wondering what i have written about......it's just what passed through my mind in a shopping mall..:):)..)

LIFE GOES ON.....

They come and they go...
i doubt whether they got what they had come for?
it feels so empty.....it feels so dark.
there's always a search for enlightment..
there's always a fight for betterment...

Then...there i think i saw it...my life.
and it vanished before i could feel it..
there's so much to do...
there's so much to go through...

Why doesn't time stop for a moment?
just a moment to set all things right....
to see which direction is the one right...

Perhaps, then there would be no meaning of chaos,
it's how our lives are....
and the best thing is we like it that way...
we like to be in a fray with ourselves...

At the end of the day it feels like...
it was just another day...
it's gonna be just another night..
no one expects to see the end...
but it's something they always fear...

i wonder what if life had come to an end..
amd start over all again...
funny....isn't it?

may be somethings always go on....
somethings always grow on....
and maybe life is just another thing among them...

As they say"It's your life...make it large"
Perhaps you gotta live it to tell about it.....
and life goes on and on and on.....