life is a rollercoaster....

it's been a wonderful time so far this semester.....when i came here.....we were flabberghasted to listen to the number of people coming from various states and the boy-girl ratio (phew....this is one is just crazy).....almost 8:1.....can u believe that......especially for an institute which boasts that it has the highest number of women graduating every year from an university.....it was almost 40-45% for the past few years......anyways no regrets......i guess every guy should know why...:)....:)...

anyways.....things have gone pretty fine.....have met some really wonderful people this semester.....and some special people who just come into u r life...and make u r day as good as it can be....:)....it something like u are walking on a empty street with the cool breeze touching u r face and u look up at the sky and see the stars gazing at u.....and u smile at them....
yesterday i was watching a movie which had a quote that goes something like this...."when a guy looks at the girl he loves, he looks at her as if he is looking at his birthday present and he just cannot stop to open it..."....may be this is the truth....this is all what we wait for our whole lives...just to get that special look from a person whom u love..:)

lets keep this aside and get down to some serious stuff......something strange is happening to me this summer....i guess i can read the signals which my brain and heart are sending me at the same time.....something is burning inside me ....a kind of cinder which just keeps on burning.....and i have began to look at new things and start understanding about them..... for example the b-plan competitions......i had just one idea that could be made into a substantial b-plan and got an amazing team who have the potential to be the best in their respective fields...
since the time i started to think about this.....everyday a new thing crops up in my mind...and there i am in a dilemma....when should i make this happen in reality???....it's driving me crazy....and there's a sense of urgency in everything.....a zeal to learn....a zeal to outperform the rest....a zeal to be the best in what u are good at.....

things change in this wonderful place.....u make new friends.....meet some amazing people.....but the sad part is.....everytime u think about it....u are a moment closer to complete u r 4/5 years here.....that's what scares me.....they say this place teaches u to be efficient in whatever u do and wherever u are.....but i fail to understand how is this even possible at a point when u don't even understand what u are doing...????.....u are not even sure if u do something.....how will it help u???........only time has all the answers....

at the end of the day.....i just pray God to stop atleast one moment so that i can tell something to that one person whom i like very much......just give me one chance to do something this time....i have made a mistake twice....i don't want to do the same the third time....